09.03.08 (1:09 pm)   [edit]

lately i felt like i always got no mood. no mood to talk.no mood to gossiping. my face definitely  ;showing that im not in a good mood. i also cant tell u why. coz it like natural. is it im thinking too much? i think i have so many things to settle. about my life, my future plan, my works, my hubby, my frens as well. everything in my mind. i cant even share with my hubby coz i felt like i dont want to share with anyone.

not even in this blog. i dont want to write down. hopefully i can clear my mind on my own. its so hard. its hurt as well.

i want my own space of life but now i have to share since i've married. my hubby is very caring and loving to me. he is always be with me everytime i need him. but seems like i need more from him. what??me also dont know. it was like im acting too much.

omg. i have no mood. whyyyy....i feel like i want to go back now!!tomorrow i'll be on leave until sunday. hehe.of course la saturday & sunday is my weekend. i'll go back to my hometown!!triple yay!!last time i went back after CNY..oohhh...i miss my family so much!!!!cant wait for tomorrowwww....

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huh...nape la ada org kedekut!!

07.04.08 (11:46 am)   [edit]

orite...pagi2 ni cite mcm fresh je kan.ehhe.hmm, arini dtg opis a bit late.bukan ape, i call hubby and request him to consider to use our car to attend training kat Putraja*ya tu. semalam dia pegi ngan moto, HUJAN la plak!sian dia.dh la tak brape sihat pon.kena hujan ke ape.i risau u know.hehe.i love my hubby kan.

actually, ada cite disebalik kes kete tu.my hubby ada training sekali ngan opismate dia lg 2 org.yg srg tu takde kete, lg srg ada kete.kitorg nye kete, aku le pakai kan.klu tak camne nk g keje.yg budak ada kete tu.kEdEkut!patut dia bwk kete,wat la car pool.leh claim ngan opis.smlm g ngan moto.arini my hubby naik kete.i was worried about him and i suggest him to drive. Then, around 9am my hubby called to inform yg dia dh smpi Putrajaya, i asked him about his fren tu, bangang je kawan, dia bawak kete jugak!!patutnya ckp la awal2,wat car pool.sian budak takde kete tu..naik moto je dia g training tu.my hubby from office sbb dia keje last night.another 2 guys tu from their house.ape la.sakit hati je.sebaik i bg kete kat my hubby.klu tak...kesian dia naik moto je.dh la br balik keje malam...kepenatan...tak ckp tdo...sian my hubby...

ohhh..kebosanan nyaaa..tulunggg....aku takde keje nk wat la.mcm dh kematu je bontot ni..duduk je.dok ym ngan msn je.dah la ada opismate warga emas ni dok menyanyi2 ni.hepi btol pakcik tuh.ahahaa.

teringat lak kes smlm,my dad syg gile my hubby okay!!i called my dad smlm, dia ckp...dia syg sgt menantu dia...menantu dia baik.haha.memang pon.aku sbg bini dia pon sangat2 setuju yg my hubby baik sgt2!! after 9 years couple, aku memang sgt syukur sbb Allah temukan aku ngan my hubby. very the loving u know.hehe.i love him more than words can say.speechless la senang.haha.i inform my hubby yg my dad loves him so much.he felt so sad and terus ckp nk balik kg!!ahha.lawak btol.dia org pahang, my parents org kelantan...so my hubby nk ckp kelantan tu..biasa2 je la.klu borak ngan abah, nnt dia kurang faham.haha.some more, aku pon tak ckp kelate ngan dia.haha.tak leh nk ckp kelate la.tak biasa sbb dh ckp biasa ngan dia for years dah....hm...i miss my familia jugak!!

yesterday my sis yg dok MR*SM Jeli balik umah and my bro yg praktikal kat K.Jaya ni balik kg esok malam.my sis farina tu request my bro Eyo balik awal sbb nk guna laptop nk wat keje.ahha.so cute.aku zaman dulu, takde pon nk wat keje pakai komputer.sume tulis tgn aje.MRSM jugak dulu pon.haha.now, sume dh maju kan.tp Eyo takleh balik awal, dia kena abihkan praktikal arini.last day dia.esok my hubby and me pegi amik dia n all stuffs bwk ke sepang and malam tu hantar ke stesen bas kat Petronas Presint 9 Putrajaya. dia akan smpi ahad pagi,so tak smpt jumpe farina.huhu.....tonight i have to prepare all stuffs dat i bought for my family at Kuching aritu.Eyo akan bawak balik tomorrow.Ada ikan terubuk masin, kek lapis, kain batik sarawak,kain pelikat atok,jeans my little bro,some baju..itu je kot.huhu.Tikar Sarawak dh smpi last wednesday kat umah my parent.my mom suka la.of kos.haha.

byk lak cite nk tulis kan.hmm,terfikir lak psl my sis kat Unimas tu.haha.dia tgh orientasi skrang.hopefully she will ok with those new things kat sana.adat la nk belajar kan.nanti takde degree ke ape.susah nk dpt keje.huhu.

tomorrow mcm my fren nk dtg amik kek lapis.hehe.i loikee....at least ada gak kawan sudi dtg my house.ye la, my house kan jauh dr org lain.mesti org akan buat alasan tanak dtg sbb  jauh.tak kisah la.sbb aku happy dok situ.leh duduk umah teres.aku tanak duduk umah flat lg!!serik beb.haha...nk park kete pon seksa.dh la aku ni nk park kete kat basement..MALAS.hehe.so, bila dok umah teres, suke hati aku la nk park senget ke terbalik ke ape ke.hehe.then, my sis in law pon ada nk dtg umah gak nk amik kek lapis.my bro, Eyo tu ada gak la sbb nk anta dia naik bas kan.eheh.best nye.nk masak2 skit la nnt.masak ape tah.wakaka...tgk aje la nnt...

ari ahad nnt my hubby keje.Frown..nanti mesti bosan...ada janji ngan sue nk g KL tp lom kompom lg.kot la nnt malas ke nk g kl kan..dok umah aje la.hehe.malam tu maybe pit nk dtg kot.amik kek lapis lg.hehe...klu menjual.laku gak kek lapis ni.haha.aritu bli 13 kek lapis.haha.byk tu....dh bg sana skit sini skit...utk diri sendiri takde kang...wakkakaka....ade..ade....

ok laaa..dh berjam2 dok menaip nih..bosannyaa..nk g ngularrr....tataaa...

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again

07.03.08 (4:06 pm)   [edit]

disebabkn aku bosan tahap gaban..aku nk tulis blog lg.hehe..okie...kali ni nk tulis psl trip ke Kuchi*ng last week jumaat smpi la isnin mgu ni..lama kan g sana...best woooo....

first day; jumaat 27 june- naik flight kul 7.10 am, tau la kan kena bgn kul brape??aku bgn kul 4.30 beb....huhu..kejut kan adik aku,azie and hubby.diorg bgn and siap2 sume beg2 ke dlm kete.kul 5.15 am gerak ke office my hubby sbb nk letak kete kat situ. Then, opismate hubby hantar ke LCCT, around 6am dh ada kat LCCT.dkt je sume tu.my house ke office hubby around 15mins je.office hubby ke LCCT pon 5-10mins je kot...very the dekat la.haha.pastu check in beg and amik tiket.padan muke...check in beg tu, excess 2kg.kena la caj.siot je.haha.

pastu smpi kuching...ops..lupe..dlm flight...aku sakit..sebaik telinga tak berdarah or gegendang pecah.due to i got flu and bad fever, stewardess ckp...nasib baik tak kena sume tu.i just mcm sakit telinga yg amat mcm nk pecah.sbb tekanan tinggi kan.alhamdulillah,sebaik takde ape2.tips klu demam ke flu ms naik flight; mkn gula-gula or chewing gum ms flight nk berlepas or mendarat.utk org yg taktau je la kan.hehe..org dh tau..diam2 la.apsal tak bgtau aku???dah aku kesakitan....ape lg..aku emo la dlm flight....sian my hubby...tp aku sakit yg amat.sebaik tak nangis je...huhuhu....

okie...nk ckp psl dh smpi kuching kan..hehe..amik cab ke hotel.tp hotel full lg.lgpon kitorg smpi awal.check in kul 2pm kan.so, tumpang beg dulu la pastu caca(member kat kuching) dtg amik kami, bwk g bekfes.makan mee kolok!!first time la mkn mee tu...huhu..tp aku mkn laksa sawak...my hubby ngan my sis je mkn mee kolok.hehe.

pas siap mkn..kitorg berjalan carik brg.ye la brg masuk hostel la kan.tp mula2 beli kasut azie dulu..carik punye carik kat wisma satok tu..tak jumpe.ops btw, hotel kami kat Satok, best gileerrr tmpt tuuu..nnt la cite..hahahaha...sume nk citee....byk btol benda nk cite.okie, nk carik kasut kan?kitorg punye la nk cari kasut yg memuaskan hati.nk bli branded...mekasih je la..bkn nya adik aku tu pakai kasut sgt pon...so, kitorg pon g la BATA la..kedai kasut ah long mana..huhu..sume dia tak berkenan..pastu call caca;btw, caca dh g opis dia sbb airtu kan ari jumaat..so kena la keje..kami je cutiii..:D.....then, caca advice suruh ke kuching plaza ke?isk..lupe dh nama tmpt tu.haha..kami pon naik la teksi ke sana.kat sana, teksi sume pakai petrol..huhu..sian pakcik teksi.tp sian gak kami..tambang mahal lor..haha...okie,lari topik aje...ok,dh jalan ke kuching plaza tu..tak best.sume tak berkenan.ada berkenan tp ADIDAS or NIKE la kan.wakaka.mahai...nk carik BATA aje.so kami je Tun Jugah mall camtu, takde gak..ada aussino;ohh..i luuurrveee aussino..masuk gak la kan.bli bantal for my sis.haha.nak gak aussino tu.ehhe.pastu nk la jalan ke crowne plaza plak...ms tgh jalan...hujan plak..then kami terpandang kedai BATA besarrrr..yay!!!jumpe laaa..so beli la kasut kat situ.huh..kepenatan...kelaparan sume...tatau nk makan mana...kami decide nk amik teksi ke Satok balik..nk bli baldi ape sume toiletteries my sis lak...dh smpi Satok, lapar gile, g la kedai ape nama tah...TAK SEDAP hokay!hahaha..padan muka aku.my hubby ajak mkn mc d..tanak..padan muke.haha...pas mkn, g la bli segala toiletteries tuh...last2 dh kul 2pm..kami ke hotel..dh leh cek in...so berehat la kami...kepenatan sungguh!!!!....mlm tu plak,caca dtg amik g mkn kat Waterfront...agak mahal mknan situ...tp tak sedap!!haaha..so far, lom jumpe lagi mknan sedap..wakakka....then, balik dlm kul 11pm...zzZZZzzzz...sbb nk bgn awal kan..nk ke UNIMAS...Laughing

2nd day;28june- kami bangun kul bape tah..kepenatan!!mandi n siap2 nk ke UNIMAS,caca amik around 8am somthing la..then,g bekfes kat kedai ape ek.alamak..ape nama kedai tu...tp kedai tu ada masuk Jalan-jalan cari makan..wakakka....mkanan dia sume best2 la...ramai org bekfes situ..tp ada satu adegan...aku tertinggal hp samsung kat hotel.haha.terpaksa la caca bwk aku ke hotel.pdhal hotel tu sekentut je.tp sbb ada pasar tamu kat Satok tu kami stuck.huhu.best woo..Pasar Tamu tu dr pagi sabtu smpi ke tengahari ahad.so, apa lg..memang la aku boronggg..eheh..nanti..cite ke Unimas dulu.haha....after took bekfes, kami meluncur je Kota Samarahan.daftar kat Unimas le.hehe.siap daftar sume, found that my sis mcm ada kekurangan bekalan mkanan.haha.caca bwk g kedai kat area situ.Alhamdulillah.sebaik caca ada..she helps us a lot!!tak terbalas budi caca.smpi my dad sedih...klu dia yg pegi hantar, mesti susah sbb takde sape2.sedara mara pon takde.sebaik la caca ada ni.sebaik aku yg g hantar.hehe.smbil honeymoon la kan.hehe..suke la kan...lps siap bli brg sume,hantar my sis ke Unimas balik.sian dia.alone.hopefully she will adapt with the new life as a student.itu la first time dia jauh ngan family.xpe la, for her own good.for her future.im glad that she's willing to accept Unimas.

okie,lepas tu caca hantar my hubby n me ke Main Bazar kat Kuching.hehe.ape lg.memberli belah la beb!!siap bli tikar sarawak..pos ke my mon kat kelantan trus.haha.pastu kek lapis and some souvenirs la kan.yes, i love to buy things.haha.a lot of things. kat bos i pon i belikan souvenir.bukan bodek tp sbb dia byk tlg aku.haha.aku ni suke sgt la ngelat.ehhe.pastu beli key chain la.macam2 la.byk la memborong nye.haha.pastu kepenatan.nk balik ke Satok sbb nk g pasar Satok tu....yay!!!balik hotel, mandi2 n g pasar tu plak.haha.membeli belah lg la aku....ahaha...kali ni bli kain batik corak sarawak tu.hehe...pastu terpesona ngan pearl  lg.haha.aritu dh g KK, dh bli pearl tp tak bli rantai pearl.gelang je beli aritu.ehe.kali ni mcm nk rantai lak.isk.tp berbelah bagi.nk beli ke tak..pastu last2 tak beli.ahah....g mkn lak.ada kedai2 mkn byk kat situ.hehe.mkn mee kolok goreng plak!!sooo niceeeeee...eheh...kami beli satu pinggan je..share.we both tak sihat.so mkn pon mcm ala2 tak selera.konon je la.hehe....dh penat jalan2 kat pasar tu..balik hotel..tdooo...zzZZZzzzzz...

ahad;29june- bangun pg g pasar Satok tu lg.haha.kali ni g beli ikan terubuk masin lak.hehe.ade je benda nk bli kan.haha.dh setel beli tu.jalan2 la kat pasar tu lg.pastu at last!!aku beli gak rantai pearl dua line.beeestt nyeee..ahha.thanks b sbb bg ayg bli rantai tu.haha.tp hubby i said.."baik awak beli, klu tak nnt, setiap kedai jual pearl awak brenti".haha.komplen nampak.haha.dh siap beli ape sume tu, kitorg balik hotel, letak brg..pastu g Main Bazaar kat Kuching lg!!!ahhahaha...ape la..suke sgt kan ke sana.kali ni g beli lg kek lapis.sbb dh kira2 mcm tak cukup je.hehe.jalan2 lagi.beli mcm2 lg.ape tah beli.dh lupe.mcm2 la.hahahaha....smpi la kepenatan...balik hotel and dh janji ngan caca nk g mkn seaffod mlm tu.hehe. Around 6.30 pm caca amik kami, bawak g restoran seafood....omg!! i was reaalyyyy lurrveeeee crab!!!..ohh mr crabbb...eheh....mr crab black pepper....ohhh niceeeee..i loikeeee...mkn udang masak ape tah.tp mmg best gile udang tu..mkn ngan roti yg rangup.best sgt!!!.mkn obor2 masak ape tatau.dgr caca ckp sarawak...ape tah.ahha.dh lupe ape perkataan dia...sotong ada gak.lupe dh sotong masak ape.annnddd lastly, ikan kod masak stim...very delicious!!!!.....yg paling best..kami mkn bertiga, tak habiisss...ahahha..siap tapau...Tongue out utk my hubby mkn sambil tgk Euro final.hehe....harga sume tu???takyah ckp laaa..nnt korang jeles...muahahaha.....

lepas mkn kenyang2...nk pecah perut...ahah..caca bwk pusing2 kuching...bwk jalan ke kawasan umah org kaya...umah MB sarawak..umah YDP sarawak..eheh..byk la dia bawak jalan...just pusing2 je..pastu balik hotel....zzZZzzzzzz...then my hubby tgk bola la kan..haku pon bangun gak tgk..sambil mkn ketaaammmm..i loikeeee.....zzZZzzz...smpi pagi.....

isnin;30 jun- kami bangun and kemas beg sume...pastu fikir2 mcm ikan terubuk tak cukup la.ahahaha.kami pegi ke pasar basah tu ...blkg hotel je..hehe.beli lg ikan tu.haha...pastu kul 10 ++ cab dtg amik bawak ke airport....kami pon cek in beg sume....amik tiket....jalan2 skit dlm airport..but nothing seems attract me.aha.then, beratur nk cek in kat gate tu..rupanya..aku beratur blkg stanley AF latest tu.wakak...agak cute...btw, dia naik MAS.ahha.....then...smpi KL....hehe...

kali ni tak sakit tinga dah..mkn chewing gum.mkn gula-gula.hehe....singgah kedai utk lunch.lapo yg amat.pastu balik umah.rest.my hubby titun sbb dia keje mlm tu.aku kemas umah le...basuh kain 2 round..huhu..kepenatannnn..zzZZzz....keje la esok nya tu!!bosang!!!!!huh....

malasssssssss nyeee..dah la demam lom baik lg...uwaaaa...tensi makkk...

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my goooodddd

07.03.08 (2:32 pm)   [edit]
i forgot about this blog la!!hihi... nway,lots of things to write but limited time slot.huhu.im in the office babe..no wonder la everything is under control.huhu.. huh..im still in a flu&fever mood since more than a week ago.i had MC and on leave but those things still not yet gone.i have taken my medicine.but sometimes i cheated.ehehe...so tired of eating medicine. a few types of them.oh malas... im new to this blog actually.lots of things to learn.BUT my place is not strategic.other staff will see wut im surfing.huhu...damn it lor... wut a bored blog!!i want to do somthing to my blog.i want to put some template.i want to make it better so that it will attract me to blog everyday..ehehe okie..try to post this one first!!Kiss

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first time

04.01.08 (7:08 pm)   [edit]
yay!my first entry for my new blog!! welcome...welcomee... since my lovely office blocked blogspot, i have to move to this new link.nway...i will explore n learn more this new blog!!

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